What color is the computer you're currently using?:
Black.

How many close friends have you lost in your lifetime?:
Not that many..

How many times have you switched schools before?:
So manyy times.

Do you know someone who can constantly make you happy?:
Yeah. but you can't rely on people to make you happy (something im trying to learn)

Is there someone you know you can't tell secrets to?:
Sure.

What is something that will always gross you out?:
I can't think of it at the moment.

Do you have an innie bellybutton or an outie?:
Innie.

Do you sleep with any stuffed animals? If so, which ones?:
Nope.

Is there anyone in your family you cannot trust?:
I don't think so..

When was the last time you ate something Mexican? What was it?:
The day before yesterday. I had a corn tortilla burrito.

Do you ever have to mow your yard?:
I don't have one.

Do you ever use curse words in front of your parents?:
Yes.

Is TiVo an option on your television?:
No.

Do you ever forget really important things?:
Rarely.

What is your absolute favorite thing to do on the weekends?:
Uhm

Do you know someone who is disrespectful to their parents?:
Yep.

Do you know someone who has homosexual parents?:
No.

Have you ever thought of changing your name?:
No.

Do you currently want any piercings / tattoos?:
Yes.

When did you last go to WalMart just because you needed one thing?:
Weeks ago.

Recommend a good band:
Deftones.

It's bee so long! I have been in school and just on Tumblr pretty much, so if anyone has one feel free to follow me! ha :p

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How was your day?
Well I woke up about an hour and a half ago so it has just started i guess. It's been slow and good so far though.

What's the last secret someone told you?
I'm not sure. It was probably me..

Tell us about who you fell hardest for?
*Sigh* i dont know.

Are you crushing?
Not really anymore.

What did you do this past weekend?
Got pretty faded, just kind of smoked, and on Saturday went out to dinner with my mom, made some margaritas and some veggie tacos than went and hung out with my friend at the park and drank some more, than came home and went to bed.  and on Sunday smoked with my friend at the lake.

Do you have a best friend that you trust everything with?
Nah.

What are you listening to?
Pandora, and its a commercial atm.

Are you outgoing or more reserved?
More reserved, but it dependss

What are your plans for this coming weekend?
My family is having some bbq on Sunday for Mothers Day, and im not sure what im doing for friday and saturday.

What is your favorite color?
Alot. dark colors and bright colors.

Last thing that made you laugh?
Something i saw online probably....

Who was the last person you played 20 questions with?
Never done that.

Do you think the opposite sex is confusing?
Kind of.

Last movie you watched?
I don't remember.

Do you miss anyone?
Sort of.

Are you talking to anyone?
I was texting Chris...O_O

^indeed. Sorry for my pessimism, its just that I can't help but complain about things sometimes, I know doing something about it would help but I don't know what the fuck to do. I wish that i was someone else, fuck my life and this is going to be a shitty fucking new years eve! survey time....

Ever had tapioca?
No.

Do you know what it is?
Yes.

Would you try it?
I have yet to ...

On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the best) how is your relationship with your grandparents?
8ish? I don't know?

Do you have an Asian mall around your town?
Not that I know of.

Do you like Chinese food?
Yes.

Did you try Kung pao chicken before?
I'm pretty certain i have.

Ever had Vietnamese food?
Not that I know of...

If not, would you consider trying it?
Depending on what it was..

At a time did you like Justin Timberlake?
Nope.

Do you like matchbook romance?
I don't even know what that means.

What was your favorite pokemon?
I like alot.

Describe your recent ex in 2 words.
Lying asshole.

So far in your life, are you more of a heartbreaker or the heart broken one?
Heart broken :(

Do you like the Olsen twins?
Yes.

Do you think Paris and Paris are really going to last?
I don't keep up on that celebrity bullshit.

Is makeup a God send?

I would say no considering the image of holiness is to be pure and not 'made up', but thats just if youre asking me realistically. If were not being rational about it than yes i would say it is! The only thing that makeup does is 'enhance' our appearance anyways, which wouldn't be considered natural by people who believe in accepting what god gave them, but than again most Christians (and other relgions for that matter) are hypocrites anyways. So yeahhh im doneee O_o

Type in a lyric from a song that you don`t like.
Nooo

Was Gwen Stafani better in No Doubt or as a solo artist?
No doubt i guess. I'm not a very big fan of her anyways..

Name a Brad Pitt movie.
Meet Joe Black

Who has more class? Men or women?
Depends on the individual.

Do you even care?
Depends on what you're talking about.

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope.

Did you or are you planning to have sex?
I haven't in awhile.

Are you a sucker for sweet talk?
Sure...?

Do you like to eat when you`re bored?
No.

Do you count calories?
Not really.

Do you like stick looking people?
lol no

Describe an article clothing of your mom`s that you hate her wearing.
Things that make her look younger than she is..

Who is the bitchiest person you know?
I don't know.

Do you complain a lot?
Kinda, im working on it though.

Does every pretty girl look like a Barbie?
haha, what the hell?

Do you like blushed or bronzed faces?
Both.

What do you think of Kelly Clarkson?
She's cooool

Did she look better with brown hair?
Yeah.

What is your real name?
Diandra.

Do you like it?
I guess I have to now don't i?

Did you cry a lot as a baby?
I don't think so.

Ever think of having kids of your own?
Maybe someday....

Does childbirth scare you?
A little...

Would your dream guy be intelligent?
Yes.

What do you think of when I say "motor"?
Boat.

Everyone says they don't like country music for some reason. You're probably one too. What is your reason?
I can't exactly explain why I don't like it,  I just don't lol

Do you know someone named Chris?
Cousin.

Where do you fill out surveys? Ex. WordPad, Microsoft word, your web log, etc.
Here.

What is your favorite pastel color?
I like alot of colors

Ever been to Canada?
No :(

Did you know that Miss Canada won miss universe this year?
No I did not.

Samsung or Sony products?
Sony.

Which makeup product do you put on last?
Blush/bronzer.

Would you be mad if your parents didn't love you anymore?
haha yeah!

Could you move out and live on your own right this second?
Nope :(((

What kind of shirt are you wearing?
Gray long sleeve pj shirt

Do you wash your plate after you're done eating?
Yup, and thank goodness this is over so i can do just that! :p

Day 2

Second day on the meds and i got nausea for a little while and i feel kinda like a crackhead, I had a bunch of nervous energy this morning and it hasn't gone away. It's nice to feel energized though, but I just hope I sleep...

I didn't sleep much last night and woke up around 530ish and browsed the internet, it could have been caused by the pills or it could have been all of the wine i drank. One of the side effects is insomnia so im hoping i dont get affected by it. I do feel if i try and sleep right now i wont be able to....

Tomorrow is going to be a super cleanse day. I haven't been able to work out hard and good for a couple days and we have been drinking some wine and eating a little bad :/ I can't wait to get a jump start on things tomorrow! My grandma wants to take us out for breakfast in the morning though, so im not real thrilled considering i don't like eating out (although i never do it), and i wanted to work out in the morning. If i get up early enough it should work, or maybe ill wait till later in the day, who knows. Call it an obsession if you will, but i love working out and looking and feeling good about my body/self. I know i don't drive, but i wonder if they have a license plate that says "id rather be exercising" haha random ass thought that popped in my head today but i would so buy that if it exists.

until next time.....

positive thoughts. (try ro)

☮

Aspiration Survey

Fortune
[ ] Material things mean a lot to you.
[ ] The reason you try hard in school is so you are very successful.
[ ] Your parents push you to become very wealthy.
[ ] You already live in a moderately-rich climate.
[ ] You have a job.
[ ] Money is better than love.
[ ] You want to own your own business.
[ ] You go shopping at least once a week.
[ ] You own a car.
[x] One day you hope to have a very nice house and car.
Total: 1

Knowledge
[ ] You get mostly all A’s in school.
[/] Many people call you very smart or intelligent.
[ ] Sometimes you get good grades without even studying.
[X] You enjoy learning about the world and everything in it.
[X] You’re a very curious person.
[ ] You want to cure cancer or something extraordinary like it.
[X] You believe that you learn something new every day.
[ ] You read a lot.
[X] The internet is a great source of information.
[/] You always have perfect grammar.
Total: 5 1/2

Family
[ ] Your family is the most important thing in your life.
[ ] You come from a very large family.
[ ] You have at least 3 other siblings.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[ ] The main goal in your life is to get married and have kids.
[ ] You want at least three children.
[ ] A mini van is your choice of automobile.
[X] You don’t care about jobs; you want to stay home and take care of your family.
[ ] Your family has a lot of reunions.
[/] You would die for anyone in your family.
Total: 1 1/2

Romance
[ ] You love to flirt.
[ ] You’re a mess without a boyfriend.
[ ] You have had at least 4 boyfriends this year.
[ ] You go on dates every Friday/Saturday night.
[X] You’ve had sex/cannot wait for it.
[X] You love being held/kissed/being romantic.
[ ] You could never only be intimate with one person forever.
[ ] Looks/sex is the main thing you look for in a guy.
[ ] The best date is a candlelit dinner and a long walk on the beach.
[ ] You fall for someone very easily, but not for long.
Total: 2

Popularity
[ ] You are very popular in your area.
[ ] It seems you are very easy to get along with.
[ ] You have at least 8 good friends.
[ ] You want to be famous someday from singing/acting/modeling/other.
[X] The best feeling is having everybody around you.
[ ] You’re a very friendly and outgoing person.
[ ] You talk to just about anyone you see or meet.
[ ] You are mainly the life of the party.
[ ] You are in a variety of different clubs/sports in your school.
[ ] No matter where you go, your best friend is always with you.
Total: 1

Creativity
[X] You like to create new things.
[?] Many people call you very unique.
[ ] You’ve been in a school play.
[X] Art is something you’ve always enjoyed.
[ ] You are in the school band.
[X] Music = Life.
[X] You love taking pictures or videotaping.
[ ] Crafts are always very fun.
[X] Your wardrobe is always very fun and colorful.
[ ] You’d like to get a job that deals with art.
Total: 5 1/2

Love
[ ] True love really exists.
[ ] So far, you’ve had a very successful love life.
[X] Forget dating at random, you want your soul mate.
[ ] Once you find your true love, nothing will stand in the way.
[X] You’ve only had one boyfriend, or none at all yet.
[ ] Your main goal in life is to get married to your loved one.
[X] Sex is something you hold very sacred, and should only be shared with your love.
[ ] The sweet, romantic boys are your type.
[X] The best feeling is loving, and being loved back.
[ ] You would die for the one you loved.
Total: 4

Kindness
[X] You enjoy helping people.
[ ] You’ve volunteered more than the required amount.
[/] You would die if someone didn’t like you.
[X] You believe that everyone has good in them.
[X] You want to be the nicest person you can.
[X] Everyone says it- You’re a sweetheart.
[/] At Christmas, you enjoy giving presents more than receiving them.
[ ] You regularly help people with their homework.
[X] You want world peace.
[X] Little animals are the cutest things in the entire world.
Total: 6 1/2

Adventure
[X] Amusement parks are the best ever.
[ ] Almost nothing scares you, and if it does, you deal with it anyways.
[X] You love to try new things.
[ ] Bungee jumping has always been on your list of things to try.
[X] You love all Xtreme sports.
[ ] Camping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[X] Your goal in life is to travel the world.
[ ] You love road trips.
[ ] You’ve been to another country.
[X] Other countries’ cultures really interest you.
Total: 5

Beauty
[ ] You admit it-you’re gorgeous.
[ ] You would NEVER leave the house without your make-up on.
[X] You’re always getting new hairstyles and dying your hair.
[ ] Getting your nails done is your idea of a good time.
[X] You would love to become a model.
[ ] You have the perfect body shape.
[ ] Your clothes are always more than perfect.
[X] You spend the majority of your money on your looks.
[ ] Beauty is pain.
[ ] You’re always tanning, even in the winter.
Total: 3

My aspiration in life is: kindness....?